The bottom line is that while I can’t be certain, I have some reasonable ideas that I consider chicken-or-egg scenarios.
…In December of 2019 I completed the sale of my house in California and almost everything else. During the moving process I saw that I had a Free-Testosterone test kit I’d not used, so I sent it in. A month later, I landed in Chiang Mai, Thailand and have taken up hopeful permanent residence that’s nearing two years. In the above picture, the 28 year-old to the right is the chica I met day number 2 here. To the left is her 25 year-old sister. Yea, that self-assertive girl—who was only 2 weeks back from her third trip to Brazil and breakup with her vegan BF of three years—is still l’amour de ma vie. She eats animals and eggs with every meal with a sigh of relief—lots of bugs too, which I’ve developed a taste and texture for myself. Of Brazil, she says that while his family treated her very nice, it was “rice beans beans rice rice beans…”
…I got the test result back. I was a bit disappointed that while it was in the normal range for a 59 year-old at the time, it was in the lower 1/3rd of the range. I didn’t pursue anything. A few months back—after seeing various things on T—I got curious. I’d also heard that here in Thailand, testosterone injections are ridiculously cheap. You can actually get it OTC in any pharmacy, inject yourself DIY…quite unlike in THE LAND OF THE FREE!!!
Since he’s been public about his own use of T-injection therapy, I reached out to my longtime friend Sisson. We had a fantastic phone conversation where in classic Mark, he aimed to help me in my own process. Interestingly, Mark is one of the most respectful dudes to me that I have ever known—which engenders a sense of shame in me at times, I must confess. He didn’t tell me what to do. I came away with a sense of I could do it, or not; along with a sense of inquiry as to why do it, or why NOT do it. Classic Mark. Such a treasure.
My most basic approach to any question is, first: don’t fool myself.
I find the human experience an amusing one when it comes to cause and effect. We are so prone to assume what caused what, when the inverse might actually be more plausible and make more sense once long and deeply considered. I’ve been considering this particular thing deeply for months.
For a couple of decades now, I’ve been aware of a barrage of ad-info touting all sorts of ways to INCREASE MALE TESTOSTERONE!!! whether through various supplements, HRT: hormone replacement therapy…or just cutting to the chase with hard-dick drugs.
…Incidentally, Thai chicks who like farang don’t use “hard dick” as a colloquial English expression for a male penile erection. They say “big cock,” which I find unassumingly cunning….
All those various offers to increase testosterone signal something is amiss and that the T-solution is simply assumed to be the root problem that needs fixing. But what is the real problem? Is it low testosterone, really?
Or, is the root problem simply diminished libido?
It’s an easy association leading to an assumed cause, since epidemiologically, male T peaks at about 20 years old and begins a slow decline of roughly 1% per year. Is that decline surely physiological-biological-human-male with no other factors? Say, factors like getting a long-term job, settling down with one chick who’s never getting any younger ever, having kids, shepherding dogs and cats, becoming a family man, etc? I am not suggesting that getting responsibly manly like that is a bad thing. Quite to the contrary.
So, as a man ages, his testosterone decreases. That’s a given. For some, very many BUT NOT ALL!!! men, their libido decreases as well. They just don’t care to fuck-as-much. This seems a bit reasonable when you stop and consider that they used to have an empty plate and now it’s full. When your life-plate is empty, guys, where is your mind focus? Do I even need to ask that question? [pussy]
The assumption is that because it’s a pretty natural coinciding association, the lower T must be the cause.
I’m pretty damn sure it has nothing to do with it and men are hiding a deeper secret they do not wish to admit.
And so, here I go with that; a series, perhaps even a book. All content in that will be for paying members from here out.
When she sent me this of her and sis yesterday, I replied back with a question.
“Can I have two wives, please?”
Got another pic back: of her erect middle finger…
At any rate, both of them will be here in a week or so, once I’ve moved into the new 2BR place back down in Rawai and Nai Harn area—the place I hope and intend to make my permanent home for the rest of my days….
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